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blah. March 15, 2009

I am writing again. It was just that there isn't much to talk about my life. Uneventful best describes it. It is hard for me to write when there is nothing for me to write about. When I was still with my previous work (which lasted for two terrible months), I had the guts to write, mostly letters to Mico on how terrible is terrible. The working environment is fine, the salary is really good but it can’t compensate the stress and the people I was working with. I had to shed a tear or two in the office, secretly of course, while I was writing it all down in paper, all the anger, effort and regret it took me to be in and out of the company. That’s the past. Like I said to my friends, with leaving there, I simply got a fairy tale ending. That story ended and another one's brewing.

These days, I’m just at home, waiting for the next interview I would have to attend. It has been two months since my fairy tale ended. I am still happy because I got the rest I needed and got the color back in my cheeks (sabi ng auntie ko mukha na daw akong damit na di nabanlawan). Then just yesterday, my mom got tired of things here inside the house (so that's me, mom, my younger sister, aunt and uncle). I don't have to go into details but she really got pissed that she's even considering to put a halt on my sister's schooling. She’s planning to bring her to the province until things settle down. So this was where I stopped smiling. I have to decide whether to move out of my aunt and uncle's house (which is what I have been eyeing at since I got a job) or to let my sister move to a decent dorm near her school. Oh yeah, I forgot, I don't have a job.

This is how life is making fun of me. Surely when you've realized things, the old ones haunt you back. I have never been the first born, will never be, but my responsibilities make me one by de facto. It has robbed me of that child in me. That is probably why I spent so much time on childish things now because I couldn't remember how I was when I was a kid. My friends would know more of how I was when we were still wearing those knee high socks. I am still trying to recall them but I couldn't decide whether those are really mine or some crappy soap that are still at the back of my mind.

Ok, I’ll stop. I’m sounding like a different person. Tatawa nlang ako.

e_kyub at 2:52 PM ||

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